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Wahai diri akan dibawa kemana kaki ini nanti? Ke arah onak berduri atau hamparan indah yang menyenangkan hati?

28.7.16

M u f l i s

Hari ini aku datang menghadap Tuhanku dengan langkah mantap menyongsong pengadilan. Aku menghitung dalam diam, amalanku banyak, kataku dalam hati.

Lalu neraca keadilan perlahan ditegakkan, kanan penuh amal dan kiri diletakkan dosa. Puasa-puasa, shalat-shalat, sedekah, dzikir dibacakan kemudian ditumpuk di timbangan kanan. Aku tersenyum, bayangan surga di depan mata dapat ku titi melalui siratul mustaqim dengan lancar. Timbangan kanan menjuntai ke bawah, malaikat berhenti menambahnya. Sudah… Amalanku sudah habis. Tapi perlahan timbangan kiri merambat naik, aku panik! Terdengar suara, “ini dosa mu karena berghibah. Yang ini karena riyamu dalam beribadah. Ini dosa dari ribamu. Kamu pernah berhutang jadi harus membayar. Yang ini balasan karena…. Dan ini untuk…” Aku mulai tak mendengar. Cemas. Takut. Panik. Aku menjadi muflis. Bangkrut!!! Semua yang aku kerjakan di dunia menjadi tidak berarti karena salahku sendiri. Penyakit hati yang menggerogoti berujung pada pailit. Aku masih menunggu, berharap ada satu kebaikan yang dapat menyelamatkan, berharap tetap dimasukkan ke surga bukan lagi karena ibadahku yang cacat melainkan karena rahmat dan ampunanNya yang seluas alam semesta. 

Kali ini aku berdoa sepenuh hati, bersimpuh tulus, ikhlas lillahi ta'ala.

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7 comments:

  1. ATHEISTS HAVE FAITH?-BY STEVE FINNELL

    Faith Defined: Belief that is not based on proof.

    Atheists have faith that there is no God.

    Atheists have faith that the theory of evolution is true. There is no scientific evidence to support the theory of evolution.

    Atheists have faith that there is no heaven and no hell.

    Atheists have faith that men evolved from green pond scum. There is no proof that that occurred.

    Atheist have faith in the Big Bang Theory and that it produced life. In order for atheist to believe in the Big Bang Theory they have to first have faith that someone created something to crash together. Atheist do have faith. There is no proof in The Big Bang Theory.

    Atheist have faith that when they die, they will cease to exist. There is no proof of that.

    Atheist have faith that if they reject God and His Son Jesus Christ that there will be no consequences for their unbelief. They have no proof of that.

    Atheist have faith that there is no book of life.

    Revelation 20:14-15 Then death and Hades were thrown into the lake of fire. This is the second death, the lake of fire. 15 And if anyone's name was not fund written in the book of life, he was thrown into the lake of fire.

    DO YOU REALLY WANT TO BASE WHERE YOU WILL SPEND ETERNITY BY PROFESSING THE FAITH OF AN ATHEIST?

    Matthew 25:31-46 ....These will go away into eternal punishment, but the righteous into eternal life."

    (Scripture from: NEW AMERICAN STANDARD BIBLE)

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  2. Assalammualaikum Kak Nufaaaa... Semoga sehat selalu yaaa...
    ^,^

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  3. Wah, bagus, Mbak Nufa, tulisannya! Mengingatkan dalam bentuk narasi cerita yang menarik dan mengena. Suka.

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    1. Hai awan putih... tetaplah kamu memutih ya walau banyak polusi udara yang mendekatimu :D

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